obskure abstrusitäten

2010-02-09T16:54:00.002+01:00

my hard drive passed away last thursday. i killed it... all the data of the past two years gone...
i left my macbook in a kind of tilting position on my bed and even thought "hm, this looks kinda dangerous..." and of course i had to knock it over when i climbed back to bed. well, considering my degree of clumsiness it had to happen sooner or later - it's even quite a miracle that i hadn't destroyed anything important before.
at least i've learned some lessons: from now on i will always double-save my data and act on common-sense...

2010-01-28T18:11:00.000+01:00

i haven't stepped outside of my home for 3 days... not because i've started hibernating (though i've always thought that would be a great idea...) - nope, the reason is quite mundane: i've been a bit feverish and anyway didn't have anything to do but writing papers... isn't my life exciting? * small excerpt of n's dad's alarm clock collection. picture taken last friday, at the weekly thai dinner at n's place. it's probably the most packed place on earth as her parents are kind of compulsive collectors, but i love it there, it's so charming : )

2010-01-25T20:56:00.002+01:00

i've been looking through my old blog entries the other day and remembered how i had this huge girl crush on rei shito! ever since i saw her on the sartorialist i became infatuated with her style, and after i learned that she was a streetstyle photographer for FRUiTS i loved her even more as this was the reason how my obsession with japan and streetfashion photography started! but i couldn't find out more about her as she didn't have a personal blog back then... but that's not the case anymore, yesterday i googled her again and voilá, rei's own streetstyle blog: STYLE from TOKYO rei by the sartorialist

2010-01-24T01:26:00.003+01:00

i'm currently working on an article about the story of chairman mao's mangoes and i think i've never had more fun doing academic research:

"After they had thrown a welcome party for their mango, which ended at 11 at night, they decided they should put it in some chemical fluid to preserve it forever. Through the rain they drove to the Agricultural Exhibition Center, but in vain - no such fluid was available there. They drove on (by then, it was already 3 a.m.) to the Museum of Natural History, where they arrived at dawn. So it took them two to three hours to drive a couple of miles, which either means that the streets were crowded with frantic mango preservers, or their revolutionary fervor had completely muddled their sense of direction. Their trip to the Natural History Museum proved to be lucky: the mango was carefully placed inside a glass jar filled with formaldehyde. In the morning of 6 August, they could take their mango back home."
Alice de Jong, "The Strange Story of Chairman Mao's Wonderful Gift", Reminiscences and Ruminations - China Information Anniversary Supplement, vol. 9, no. 1 (Summer 1994), pp. 48-54

one of the infamous wax mangoes that were made to memorate the chairman's great gift (the east is red)

2010-01-23T23:53:00.002+01:00

my favourite things #4 and #5
* marc by marc jacobs mouse ballerinas
* my mum's old handbag

2010-01-19T16:20:00.001+01:00

iliveinoctober via narumi

2010-01-19T10:06:00.001+01:00

i love you magazine via blica

2010-01-17T19:22:00.001+01:00

my favourite things #3

* chinese style blouse with little trees from my favourite store in hong kong: G.O.D

2010-01-13T21:51:00.005+01:00

a cowboy, an indian and a horse... why didn't i discover THAT any earlier?

Panique au village-Lise et jan
the giant bread! et le jambon! c'est genial!

2010-01-12T13:16:00.002+01:00

loveliest photos of tokyo

the tokyo connection via hello sandwich

2010-01-11T23:41:00.001+01:00

i stumbled upon a lovely little movie...

El año del cerdo from Encarna Martinez on Vimeo.

2010-01-09T14:06:00.001+01:00

going back to beijing for the spring festival!

2010-01-08T22:03:00.004+01:00

i need to have these tights!!!

fudge magazine via sarah's loft
edit: just figured the reason why i *need* to have them (beside their obvious awesomeness): they remind me so much of lollipops!

2010-01-07T10:22:00.002+01:00

my favourite things #2

* little froggie umbrella bought in osaka

and one of my favourite songs:

* nico

2010-01-05T10:39:00.003+01:00

my favourite things #1

* watermelon purse (present from n.)

* red dotted vintage plate (which is unfortunately still in my old apartment...)

2010-01-02T01:08:00.002+01:00

we had a quiet new year's celebration, s. and k. came over and we had with dinner + midnight snack + breakfast + a lot of fun : )

2009-12-23T22:33:00.003+01:00

all the snow has melted away...

happy christmas!

2009-12-18T17:04:00.002+01:00

meine nachbarschaftsapotheke scheint ein kleines identitätsproblem zu haben...

2009-12-17T23:06:00.002+01:00

yesterday evening i tried another recipe of maangchi: panfried tofu with spicy sauce (dubu buchim yangnyumjang)

it was so good! : )

2009-12-17T12:07:00.004+01:00

hihi... i'm feeling so happy recently, i'm going around giggling all the time and feel like hugging everyone... and what makes me even happier: i've won the lovely karyn's little giveaway! a polaroid camera that looks like it's made from lego bricks!

it's been snowing for two days in a row now, i'd love to stay inside all day and watch the snowflakes dance. but duty calls...wouldn't that be the perfect outfit to dance around in the snow:

the shoes!

tea cup earmuffs! and cupcake wrappers!

make do & mend

2009-12-16T20:01:00.005+01:00

today i was awaken by the postman!

i've finally received the two dresses i've ordered from sarah's fleamarket. and the lovely sarah also send me a pretty button!

pics of the dresses follow!

in other news: we've got a new little fridge-friend

isn't he just the cutest little ugly weirdo? : )

2009-12-11T16:25:00.002+01:00

i've never been a fan of my little pony, horses didn't interest me at all when i was little (now i am allergic to them...), but after seeing the selby's pics of emi kameoka, i think i could definitely fall for little ponies : ) i love it how she's having so much fun with them!

besides playing with my little pony, "she loves staring at beautiful people", according to her awesome blog, which is "based on interviews with my-your interesting favorite people. The interviewee will introduce me another interviewee and goes on and on….", sounds like fun!

2009-12-09T21:33:00.003+01:00

i've just found the perfect present for my dear friend b. who would rather give up woman than books : )

* from bookity via pia jane bijerk's lovely holiday gift ideas

2009-12-08T13:04:00.003+01:00

looking through amazon for christmas presents i stumbled upon a book that i already own, but would immediately buy again : ) it's kate t. williamson's beautifully illustrated journal "a year in japan". i love her observations and drawings of every day life in japan, every single page in this book is so delightful and just simply beautiful. i am so in love with it ^.^

2009-12-06T13:29:00.004+01:00

i ♥ jason schwartzman

band of outsiders via all the mountains

2009-12-05T20:52:00.003+01:00

i've always been a total sucker for korean food, i looove kimchi, tteok, bibimbap, naengmyeon... also the presentation of the food with all the little side dishes and the stone pots! eating korean food always makes me happy : )
i haven't had korean food for quite a while now, so i was looking for recipes and found some pretty cool korean food blogs: (unfortunately i couldn't find any vegetarian/vegan korean recipe blogs, but these sites all have a lot of vegeatarian dishes)
- crazy korean cooking
- maangchi
- korean food
tomorrow i am going to try the doenjang jjigae (bean paste vegetable stew) recipe of maangchi. can't wait to taste the result! hehe...

cheese bibimbap

16 side dishes at a restaurant in gonju!

naengmyeon, my favourite korean summer dish and also my very last dish on our korea trip last july

naengmyeon at the national museum of korea's cafeteria

naengmyeon again, this time in gonju

flower bibimbap

2009-12-03T21:34:00.003+01:00

i've been so busy travelling to distant lands and discovering strange cultures in the past years that i've completely forgotten how nice a walk in the austrian countryside can be...

2009-11-29T13:30:00.004+01:00

i've been a bit obsessed with japanese food lately which actually started quite randomly with a dinner invitation for okonomiyaki. the day after i only had potatoes, carrots and onions at home, so i wanted to make a dish out of those. i just started cooking, without deciding if it should be a chinese style dish or an indian curry. when the pan got hot it suddenly came to my mind "why not kare raisu (japanese curry rice)?", so i just started with the spices i would put in a regular curry (ginger, cumin, mustard seeds, coriander seeds, curry leaves, bay leaf, chilli) and while the whole thing was simmering i tried to look up the ingredients of instant kare raisu. however, wherever i looked it just said "curry powder", duh?! ok, so i just tried to figure it by myself. started with a little bit of cinnamon, a dash of nutmeg and some soy sauce. then i mashed the potatoes a bit for a thicker texture and seasoned in the end with a teaspoon of honey.
i was really surprised, it tasted indeed just like the instant versions! mmhh... : )
on the next day, i actually wanted to make an okra/tomato stew, but ended up making kombu dashi for miso soup... and now i can't stop eating nori and instead of using up the okras, all i can think of is making onigiri and tsukemono!
while looking for tsukemono recipes i stumbled across this great japanese food blog. it has tons of recipes and all the basics you need to know about japanese food.
unfortunately i was more in a hungry mood the last couple of days, so no pics of all the yumminess. only this totally unrelated, however incredibly cute pic of tavi that i just discovered on her blog.

2009-11-23T23:16:00.002+01:00

the sushis meet the tempuras
scott campbell via cookie cutter

2009-11-18T15:15:00.005+01:00

♥ herb & dorothy ♥

art is mute when money talks.

2009-11-09T17:13:00.002+01:00

i'd love to be a food stylist and photographer...

roasted sesame seeds, cinnamon from the maledives and pumpkin seeds.

2009-11-09T15:14:00.003+01:00

so instead of travelling to distant lands, we visited the exhibition "approaches to distant lands. geographic gems from the austrian national library":

mexico city when it still was an island
a chinese, an ottoman and a maya having hot chocolate together. how cute is that? it could also be the beginning of a joke... (oops, i just figured that they are not all having hot chocolate, but should be representing the three new beverages in the occident: coffee, tea and chocolate...)
"ein man des landt IWALPANOMA ohne kopf", a blemmyae.
cute little penguins.
a pangolin!
mmhhh... books.. : )

2009-11-08T12:59:00.003+01:00

i want to go travelling again!

pics from our last korea trip in july.

2009-11-03T23:13:00.004+01:00

just something to cheer me up: coffee and macarons at konditorei oberlaa with p. and s. last week.

2009-11-01T13:31:00.006+01:00

ever since watching "Girara no gyakushû: Tôya-ko Samitto kikiippatsu" i have been a bit obsessive with daikaiju - japanese giant monsters! looking for girara pictures i've also stumbled across some pretty cool monster film blogs like giant monsters attack! and undead backbrain. gma! has a brilliant list of the top 10 weird giant movie monsters where girara is entrant nr. 8.

poster of the original film

mini girara!

isn't he just the cutest?

takemajin vs. girara. takemajin-saamaaaa! (who is btw inspired and partly played by takeshi kitano)

also featured in the list are the killer bunnies from Night of the Lepus, Mothra and Ebirah, the giant killer shrimp!

attack of the killer bunny rabbits!

2009-10-31T12:42:00.002+01:00

* hana dul sed

2009-10-27T11:57:00.001+01:00

* zhou xuan

2009-10-22T00:31:00.006+02:00

* lyell

2009-10-20T23:03:00.007+02:00

by the sartorialist

i am so in love with this shot. the proportions, the haircut, the pose with the slightly twisted ankle, these pants, the shoes! these leopard print loafers take the whole outfit to a new level.

2009-10-20T10:50:00.002+02:00

so very happy by dazeychic via peonies and polaroids

2009-05-12T07:16:00.002+02:00

* giant balls of wool in front of a new shop in a side alley of nanluoguxiang
* my little glass bottle collection

2009-04-17T08:10:00.002+02:00

* cute little shop on 东四北大街 that just opened (they didn't even have a name yet)

2009-04-06T04:28:00.011+02:00

4 days in seoul:
* palasts
* chicken ass
* cute signs
* kimchi pots
* perilous hiking
* kimbap
* best waffle ever
* world's largest flag. propaganda village, north korea
* cuteness overload
* sweetness overload
* and the best inflight veg meal ever.
pumpkin with polenta, grilled vegetable salad, funny looking roll, delicious pesto, fresh fruits and water that doesn't taste like plastic.

2009-03-22T11:36:00.000+01:00

* Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage. Anais Nin
(from http://lobsterandswan.blogspot.com/)

2009-03-21T12:53:00.005+01:00

this is one of the cutest places i've ever been to in beijing: desserts in cafe
they have plenty of delicious home made cakes, tarts, cookies, muffins, good coffee and all that for a fracture of the price that other coffee shops demand. they also have a small (and exquisite) selection of japanese and korean dvds.
it reminded me a bit of madam puddifoot's as the place was rather full of dating couples and giggling teenagers...

2009-03-10T15:39:00.000+01:00

tibet.

2009-02-17T09:28:00.003+01:00

today's lunch. 炒饼.
i was too lazy to go out to get some onions so i substituted them with capsicum. not bad either.
there is no pic of the finished dish as it looks so much prettier this way ^.^

2009-02-08T17:58:00.003+01:00

i've taken up knitting again! i've already wanted some fingerless gloves for quite a while and last week i saw a beautiful pair in dark grey at lost and found but they were much too expensive for my taste. so i thought why don't just knit some?
et voila, i made these a couple of days out of some leftover wool from the hat i knitted last year (it was the only wool left at home...). going to buy more wool (in grey) soon! ^.^

2009-02-07T10:08:00.000+01:00

i want to have a moss terrarium!

2009-02-04T13:06:00.002+01:00

*puer tea and mug bought at lost and found.

2009-01-31T14:47:00.001+01:00

* zha zha's cafe, guozijian.

2009-01-12T09:35:00.002+01:00

* a's calculator.

2008-12-22T15:05:00.002+01:00

* first rays of sunshine since we're back in vienna...

2008-11-08T08:29:00.008+01:00

a good day starts with a good breakfast :)

2008-10-13T10:15:00.006+02:00

this is probably the cutest "do not shit" sign ever:

i don't know if this is a beijing-only phenomena but in almost all coffeeshops or restaurants in the old part of the city, it's not allowed to poo-poo because of the old and narrow sewerage.

2008-10-09T08:08:00.001+02:00

8.9.08 by diemitdernuss

i need that immediately to feel better!

2008-07-28T14:59:00.003+02:00

my first spießer wedding.

2008-06-04T22:18:00.008+02:00

* i'm in love...photographer debi treloar...

2008-05-23T17:18:00.000+02:00

ich hasse es.

2008-05-19T19:32:00.001+02:00

ich bin ein kleines wütendes mädchen, dass sich in einer höhle einsperren will.

2008-05-11T14:49:00.004+02:00

like:
* mops
* apples
* applestrudel
* running in the prater
* sleeping with open windows

2008-04-13T20:02:00.010+02:00

阿婆 (grandma)

2008-04-06T21:07:00.005+02:00

i just fell in love with some pictures of nanjing...(though i've only been there once for one day and can't remember anything but the sun yat-sen memorial)

*nanjing 1990

i think the reason why i like those pictures, is because they remind me of my childhood photos. not actually of my childhood memories - they are a bit too blurred - but of looking at old pictures together with my mum and grandmum. summer in beijing seemed so idyllic back then.

2008-04-06T13:21:00.003+02:00

memories of chinese new year...白云观 and then 前门庙会

2008-04-05T20:05:00.006+02:00

erinnerung an geschmackserlebnisse:

- melanzani + basilikum + sojasauce (24.12.07, purple vine/木棉庭 in sanlitun)

- zitronensaft + sichuanpfeffer + ingwer (27.03.08, wish/梧桐)

- umeboshi + shisu + gari (14. 03.08, haiku by hatsune/ 隐泉之语)

2008-03-31T22:47:00.000+02:00

für immer...:)

2008-03-25T12:00:00.005+01:00

nationalcharakter...

"wenn das tiananmen massaker stattgefunden haben sollte, dann wird die regierung ihre gründe gehabt haben."

die partei ist unsere mutter und mütter wissen ja bekanntlich immer was das beste für ihre kinder ist.

aber irgendwann entwickeln alle kinder ihre eigenen ansichten. erteilt man denen dann hausarrest oder gehirnwäsche?

A:"ich hab nichts gegen japaner, nur kann ich das japanische volk nicht ausstehen."

B:"japaner sind böse, weil sie die geschichte verleugnen, xxx hat gesagt: es ist am allerwichtigsten die geschichte nicht zu vergessen"

C:"und was ist mit dem 4.juni 1989?"

A, B: "häh? was ist das?"

D: "ich bin mit manchen vorgangsweisen der regierung (niederschlagung von protesten, entführung von blogautoren,..) zwar nicht einverstanden, aber ich versteh warum sie das so machen müssen. menschen, die nicht regierungskonforme gedanken haben sind so wie kleine kinder im kindergarten die statt mittagsschläfchen radau machen. man muss sie mundtot machen, bevor sie die anderen schlafenden kinder aufwecken."

C: "und was ist wenn einer deiner freunde eins von diesen radau kindern ist? und in ihrem blog ihre eigene meinung veröffentlichen, danach spurlos verschwinden? was würdest du dann machen?"

D: ".....das kann ich mir jetzt nicht vorstellen, das ist zu unkonkret"

scheiß auf menschenrechte

scheiß auf pressefreiheit

scheiß auf meinungsfreiheit

wen interessiert das schon, wenn man noch nie einen fernseher gesehen hat oder eine zeitung in der hand gehalten hat oder sich nur einmal im jahr leisten kann einen brief zu verschicken?
"jemand der seine eigene politische meinung äußert ist egoistisch und ein staatsverräter."

2008-03-06T20:42:00.003+01:00

*unerwartete kulinarische genüsse (sachen kochen, von denen man nicht erwartet, dass sie gut schmecken und dann: ....mmmmmmhhhhhh.....)

*enka...so schön kitschig, hat meine liebe zu japan grad aus dem winterschlaf geholt.

*jing jun: feeding china's little emperors

*draufkommen dass man doch nicht ein jahr umsonst japanisch gelernt hat.

*yokohama mary war eigentl. schon ein netter film.

*nur noch ein wochenende!

ist kochen mit suppenwürfel schummeln?

2008-03-04T19:48:00.003+01:00

wenn man knollensellerie ganz lange kaut, dann schmeckt er cremig und süß...mmhh...

2008-03-02T19:23:00.003+01:00

*rediscovery of maganda.org! still cheers me up

*chicoree

*mini chocolate pralines from patrick

*fresh herbs

*thinking of our vegetable garden ;)

*hello to the queen! (and paris je t'aime)

*making coffee

*www.tvp.me.uk/photopage6/postcardsbook6.pdf

*vegan beijing!

*only one week...:)

2008-01-28T22:03:00.000+01:00

*marc johns. love it :)

2008-01-28T21:20:00.000+01:00

patrick, we miss you!

2008-01-28T20:56:00.000+01:00

about the woman, who commited suicide...i don't have any pity for her, it was her own decision to die, but she doesn't have any right to destroy other people's lifes. with her death, she made her husband and his affair to loose their jobs (and who knows what else might happen to them with this crowd of angry netizens who try to hunt them down...), her parents, her sister and many other poeple suffer. of course she must have felt so much pain because of her husband, but vengeance is never the answer.

suicide is one of the most egoistic things you can do.

she really doesn't deserve so much attention and sympathy.

2008-01-27T21:31:00.000+01:00

http://itp.nyu.edu/~jyp243/jy/pillow.htm

i packs nimma...^^

2008-01-27T19:42:00.000+01:00

a chinese woman commited suicide after discovering her husband having an affair.

her last days are recorded in her blog.

http://orionchris.spaces.live.com

this is her last blog entry on december 27, before jumping out from her 24th floor apartment:

不说再见

向我的朋友们。

向这个华丽又肮脏的世界。

这夜深人静的时候，

安静的，孤独的等待。

don't say goodbye

to my friends.

to this pretty but also filthy world.

in this dark and silent night,

i quietly wait in solitude.

samstagspaziergang

2008-01-27T12:26:00.000+01:00

2008-01-25T17:33:00.000+01:00

*tofu oyaku

*www.meomi.com

*"du riechst wie ein gemüse..."

2008-01-25T09:40:00.000+01:00

2008-01-21T21:00:00.000+01:00

somebody take me to beijing...pleeeaaase...

2008-01-15T22:58:00.000+01:00

its been silent for quite a while...didn't feel the urge to tell you anything.

and actually, i also don't feel it now.

only thing:

*traces of lychee!

(and of course, my cookie..hihi..)

2007-11-15T13:56:00.001+01:00

*es schneit!
*berni die birne

2007-11-08T12:34:00.000+01:00

warum bin ich nochmal in wien?

die gingkoblätter scheinen dieses jahr spät dran zu sein. oder vielleicht kommts mir auch nur so vor.
früher hat mich der herbst in wien immer glücklich gemacht. die farben. grüngelbrotorangeviolettbraunblau!bunt!
der nahende christkindlmarkt. zuckerwatte essen. glühwein trinken. kekse backen.
hm..mal schauen. vielleicht kann mich rosa aus meiner wien-lethargie herausreißen.

*grüngel-brot
*pixeling bzw. wiederentdeckung von flipflopflyin.com!
*hopphopphoppel
*dieses mädchen! (thesartorialist.blogspot.com)

2007-10-21T12:32:00.000+02:00

whaaaaaa! schon wieder wassermelone! ich packs nimma! warum?!
neueste sichtungsstellen:
-mogari no mori
-cover vom nobuyoshi araki bildband

boden einölen macht spaß. putzen auch. umzug!
grrrr.

2007-10-18T22:16:00.000+02:00

you, you talking about yourself, or what? what you want? you have problem?
truth. c. told you.
pendejo.
i hate you. or at least, i wish i could hate you.

2007-10-18T22:05:00.000+02:00

ich dampfe. nicht vor wut. auch kein kohldampf.
bügeleisen schon gar nicht.
nein - einfach so.
ich dampfe vor mich hin.

"mir gehts gut." -"große töne."
du bist süß. du auch. und natürlich du auch.

12 tage!

2007-10-15T00:08:00.000+02:00

wenn ich groß bin, werd ich gute fee...
alles was ich wollte, war doch nur dich immer glücklich zu machen.
und wer macht die gute fee glücklich?

ich bin nicht die i., nein, ich will nicht so wie sie sein. nein, ich bins nicht.
stupid.

kennst du den trick eigentlich schon?

2007-10-14T22:36:00.000+02:00

"n., sein ganzes leben, ein versicherungsbetrug..."

was ist besser als essen, reisen, film?
essen, reisen, film schauen mit dir.

2007-10-14T00:24:00.000+02:00

*aslan. best turkish bakery in town. now, also with homeservice in every wardrobe. green olives? black olives? baklava? cockta? you need? i give you. magic trenchcoat i have...yes yes...
*tee trinken. kuchen essen. auf der baustelle.
*angis birnenkuchen!
*gruppen kochen in js küche. it's been so long since the last time.
and patrick, yes, you are still summing :)
-das erste mal zwiebelschneiden seit es uns nicht mehr gibt.
*friendly people on müllplatz
*just drinking tea together. nice to be with all of you again.
*sachen von der to-do liste in meinem hirn streichen. auch wenns nur kleine sind.
*hearing your voice every morning, though not seeing you. not feeling you. not smelling you. but still like so much. so much better than not
having you at all.
*noch drei tage, dann sinds nur noch 2 wochen :)

gute nacht, muffin. bzw für dich guten morgen...

2007-10-10T20:32:00.000+02:00

vermissen.
unsere spaziergänge.
uns. wir. die tiere. so much. alles weg.
dich.
uns.
need you now.

2007-10-10T00:18:00.000+02:00

vergessen...oder auch wieder erinnert worden.

im nachhinein weiß man immer alles besser. haha.
(die heutige portion zynismus)

gute nacht, oodledoodlehoppel. (btw, falls du das lesen solltest, das
was davor steht, hat nichts mit dir zu tun, nur das gute nacht. das wollt
ich dir noch sagen. das gleiche wie jeden abend ^^)

2007-10-09T23:59:00.000+02:00

verdammt noch mal, ich bin kein reisebüro!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ja, der erste buchstabe vom vatikan, ist ein V.)
ich meins nicht böse, aber lasst mich doch einfach alle in ruh...

jetzt zu dem, was ich eigentlich schreiben wollte.

*grüne bananen. you're just too cute :)

1. thank you. thank you so much. just..thank you. (words. they still fail me...)
2. thank you. for the best time we had together. (and still have and hopefully still going to have...)
if i could write a song, i would do it now. but as i can't, all i have left to say is: thank you.

juhuuuu, only 20 days left :)

2007-10-06T23:10:00.000+02:00

hello my friends. or better said: hello noo. (don't think, that anybody else is still reading this...)
hm..don't have much to say. only thing on my mind: hoppel left...
three weeks..only three weeks.
"only" seems right now like me life vest.

我爱你爱着你,就像老鼠爱大米...:)

2007-08-05T17:09:00.000+02:00

ich hab endlich herausgefunden wie man blogger von china aus accsessen kann. danke jenny.
www.anonymouse.org

hm, eigentl. hatte ich soviel im hirn was ich loswerden wollte. aber jetzt kommt mir alles wieder mal so unsinnig vor.

*ratte!
*betttisch. me like. selberschuld if you don't.

2007-07-14T13:17:00.000+02:00

billige tränen. ich weine. aber nicht für dich.
"开心点"
baba.
und das leben geht weiter.oder auch nicht.

2007-07-10T10:40:00.000+02:00

爸爸

my lovely chimbote

2007-07-10T10:03:00.000+02:00

av. alfonso ugarte 346.
am dach liegen.
der glatte, staubige, tagsüber von der sonne aufgewärmte boden schmiegt sich an meinen rücken.
ich höre die hündin auf der metallwendeltreppe.
die wäscheleinen zerschneiden meinen blick in den nachtschwarzen himmel.
hamilton. kurzes schwindelgefühl. das letzte licht ist erloschen.
all die geräusche, gerüche, das ganze haus, ich kann mich noch genau
erinnern wie sich alles angefühlt hat. das lackierte treppengeländer, die
geschmacklosen polyamid-sofabezüge, die plastik-esstischdecke, der
abgenutzte samt der sessel, alle drei schichten meiner bettwäsche.

aber seltsamerweise kann ich mich an das essgeschirr überhaupt nicht mehr erinnern.

2007-07-04T01:26:00.000+02:00

geteiltes leid ist halbes leid? definitely not.
wie gehts dir? ich würd dich das so gern fragen. aber mit der frage ists ja nicht getan.
die zeit heilt alle wunder. blinded by the light. blinking lights, fading..
bitte lieber herr nachtmähr, lassen sie mich heute schlafen.
lass mich in ruh.

six femmes...

2007-07-03T08:18:00.001+02:00

will. ruhe. beim. frühstück.

2007-07-02T16:53:00.000+02:00

another year over...

ferse halten.

2007-07-01T02:32:00.001+02:00

immer noch nicht im bett. mir ist kalt, ich hab durst, ich hab hunger. ich will nicht schlafen gehen.

neuentdeckung.
glauben nicht aufgeben. aber woran glaub ich denn eigentlich?
man kann doch nichts aufgeben, wenn man nicht mal weiß, woran man
glaubt!

realität. haben wir nicht schon längst festgestellt, dass es keine objektive realität gibt?

100% yourself. steckt da nicht ein hauch von einem paradoxon dahinter?

"wenn alle nur die sachen tun würden, die einen glücklich machen, (ohne dabei andere zu verletzen - und anderen weh zu tun macht nicht glücklich) dann...wären wir dann alle glücklich?"

ich hab plötzlich den geschmack von rice balls im mund. algen, rettich pickles und fake 肉松.